Building with blocks

[primsong]

The last few days have really been just like the ones preceding them, but they seem moreso. That is, I once again only longingly remember the days when I could have a block of time and have something to fill it with, instead of having a block of time and having to decide which of several things will be the lucky one this time to actually get done.

I feel as if I am forever mentally shoving and rearranging blocks of time in my head, laying at night when I should be going to sleep instead I am trying to figure out how the blocks will be arranged and apportioned the following day, and then what to do when I am partway into building my day's block-stack and someone hands me yet another item that needs to be done, but I don't have any more blocks....I have to get out my saw and cut one of my bigger blocks in half, round the corners off another to make it fit.

I would like a day where I can reach out and just swat down the block-pile, like my son does when he 'blows up' a block building!

I 'm sorry I can't even begin to go back and read all the tantalizingly interesting LJ entries all of you have left the last three days or so... I'm out of blocks.

Comments

[madamenorthstar.livejournal.com]

(((( Prim ))) You sound so overloaded, sweetie. Is there ANYTHING you can pass off or let go, even for a while? I worry about you. I want you to enjoy life's moments when you can, instead of spending them frantically running around trying to jam as much as you can into those precious few minutes. I'm thinking of you.